1 Kings 19:3–10

Elijah flees and asks to die; he feels he is the only one left

3He saw this, and got up and went for his life; and he came to Beersheba, which belongs to Judah, and left his young man there.

4But he himself went into the wilderness a day’s journey, and came and sat down under a broom tree; and he asked for himself to die, and said, “Enough now, YHWH! Take my life, for I am not better than my fathers.”

5He lay down and slept under a broom tree; and there, an angel was touching him, and he said to him, “Get up, eat.”

6He looked, and there, at his head, was a cake baked on hot stones and a jug of water. He ate and drank, and lay down again.

7The angel of YHWH came back a second time and touched him and said, “Get up, eat, for the journey is too much for you.”

8He got up and ate and drank, and went in the strength of that food forty days and forty nights to the mountain of Elohim, Horeb.

9There he went into the cave and spent the night there. And the word of YHWH came to him, and he said to him, “What are you doing here, Elijah?”

10He said, “I have been very jealous for YHWH, Elohim Tsevaot, for the sons of Israel have abandoned your covenant, torn down your altars, and killed your prophets with the sword; and I am left, I alone, and they seek my life, to take it away.”

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1Ahab told Jezebel all that Elijah had done, and all how he had killed all the prophets with the sword.

2Jezebel sent a messenger to Elijah, saying, “So may the gods do and so may they add, if by this time tomorrow I do not make your life like the life of one of them.”

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11He said, “Go out and stand on the mountain before YHWH.” And there, YHWH was passing by, and a great and strong wind was tearing mountains and breaking rocks before YHWH; YHWH was not in the wind. And after the wind, an earthquake; YHWH was not in the earthquake.

12And after the earthquake, a fire; YHWH was not in the fire. And after the fire, a sound of thin silence.

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Loneliness